Anxiety on a flight to Chicago

The clouds engulf you and your vision goes white. Here, you are small and foreign and closer to the center of the universe than you’ll ever be again. A cold wind shoots straight through your bellybutton. Feel it breathe into the choked-out parts of you, but try not to swallow it: at these great heights, even a spoonful of reason might make you insane. Look at all that empty space below your feet, between a break that comes too early and a fall you can’t run fast enough to save. A distance longer than your life, yet only as short as the last sparking clip of your fuse. The seatbelt light blinks on; you brace for turbulence. Just sit still, kiddo. We’re almost there. Look, is it a bird? No—a ghost, sustained on spite and solitude, translucent as the triple-glazed glass of a cockpit window pane. 

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