Only one reader matters

And itโ€™s you, my hagfished phantom floating 
in your bubble room. I lick the corners

of emails before sending them to you,
tongue careful wetted and raspberry pinked

by Zinfandel. When I write, I write big
so I donโ€™t have to beg for the steady

fidelis of your mouse to the button,
of your seeking mouth to the back-lit screen

where I bleed with as straight a dignity
as I can muster. Yes, I think, a kiss

would make it better. Where the crime occurred,
the broken glass and the wailing alarm,

the bruises still linger. But time and space
are irrelevant now, and reader, you

donโ€™t need to be near to hear me howl.
I am the tigress you feed through the bars,

dancing to the beat of the skeleton
key in your pocket. The hook I swallowed

still stuck in my throat, leaking. Your one tug
could send me soaring. Let me hide

inside of you like a gold tooth, only
glimmer when you grin. Trust, Iโ€™ve been entombed

by worse and your bite is always the most
like flowers climbing fences, or at least

like spiders spinning meals in white silk first.
Table manners, you know. I want to chew

through your battery and suck the acid
down, as anonymous as the throbbing

blue dot on a map. Hereโ€™s me, and thereโ€™s you.
Reader, this masquerade of black and gray

is all that matters. Donโ€™t you imagine
the apocalypse as a woman? Red

and purple like an open wound. She waits
for you, churning like an imminent storm

with a secret she wants to share: hereโ€™s how
you and I can love the whole world at once.

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