A marigold’s cure for grief

hunger is a reptileĀ 
sunbathing in the heatĀ 
of your belly.

some nights you slept whileĀ 
hunger spoke, more by the eye
than by the hand: ā€œany man

fool enough to be bittenĀ 
by a beast like me deserves to die.ā€
you hadn’t forgotten yet,

but you were fool enough.Ā 
you were almost dead
anyway, smittenĀ 

by the silhouetteĀ 
of your body rottingĀ 
from the inside out.Ā 

you plugged your nose.
you rose like bread, or the moon,Ā 
or the flat bone in your chest.Ā 

you wrote a list:
pistachios, salmon, sauerkraut.
you sealed the roomĀ 

with wet towels and dishclothsĀ 
and told the childrenĀ 
you were baking.

later, upon waking,Ā 
you peeled your melted earĀ 
from the grill

and drank from a mason jarĀ 
of delusion. hungerĀ 
bestowed three small gifts:Ā 

a fingertip dipped in salt,Ā 
a jigger of scotch,Ā 
and one black olive on a toothpick.Ā 


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